THURSDAY, MARCH 15, 2012 AT 2:04PM
Well, it’s just barely been a year and I am leaving Phildaelphia headed back for my ‘hometown’ of Denver very soon. Soon as in weeks, not months. Everything is moving very fast at the moment, and I think it’s still getting faster.
Therefore, today was my last round of chemotherapy. ….in Philadelphia. I fully expect to have more Cytoxan injected into my veins about this time next month, most likelu at the University of Colorado Medical Center. Today was definitely the worst yet. It’s the same dosage everytime I believe, and people told me that each ‘treatment’ feels a little worse. But today I started feeling awful mid-treatment. Hot/Cold, Sweaty, Headache- which I am about to take a migraine pill for, because I don’t think my sexy ice-pack eye mask and advil are going to do the trick. So, I’m going to try to eat somemthing, drink some Visalus —> https://bareccaboo.myvi.net/products.html for sure, even though I’m not hungry. I’m not NOT hungry. And then definitely take a long nap. I’ll put the nap in ‘cat nap’ AND the ‘cat!’ [I’ve been wanting to say that being a crazy cat lady and all, but I don’t thnkk it turned out that funny, lol]
Moral of the story is, man this chemotherapy stuff if tough! I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone- ever. BUT I’m not letting it get me down… I’m just going to let it force me to enjoy my expensive fluflly mattress and 14 pillows.
Until then, I will dream of organized clothes, new houses, old friends, and no clutter to clean before I trek across the country! Sweeet dreams to me
XoXo Becca