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Lupus really sucks.

 

***I will add fun and exciting pictures, videos, and tags when I Get home this afternoon. Hopefully this should keep you entertained for now :)

Ok, So I don’t like the way blogs are so restrictive. I want to make a website. I have too much too talk about and hate jumbling it all into ONE page in a blog. It’s confusing and overwhelming. I’m going to do this regular kind of blog once more at least, and then see if I can figure out how to make a real, dynamic, simple, pretty WEB PAGE :) !!! I am going to try WEEBLY. Anyone know much? It seems like my best option. For exapmple, I want a recipes page, and I want a lupus vs exercise part, and I want a random other life event page… and I feel too restricted here!

Back to the LUPUS discusiion: I was in the hospital again for a lupus flare (stay #3 — Jan 26 through Feb 1). I think it was a week. This time  I stayed on the ‘Women’s floor.’    I asked them if there was a particular reason, and they said because I was a woman. Fair enough. As long as they didn’t think I was having any children. I know the steroids have done their part and all,  but gosh. :) haha

No, no  thing too productive happened during my stay, other than a LOT of tests, medications, exams, screenings, and three more treatments of plasmapheresis. I saw Dr. Huppert every day except Sat/Sun, where he sent ‘Chief of Medicine’ to check in on me and evaluate. So0o0o…

Why was I admitted??

Thursday night, I’m at the hairdresser, getting my hair highlighted (foiled) and I get a phone call FROM my Rheumatologist asking me if I could head to the hospital then to be admitted (@ like 5:30pm!). Apparently my mom had sent him an email, totally appropriate, saying how I had been swelling up very badly, getting excessively red rash-y and my lungs were hurting/I had a bit of shortness of breath.
My response to him was something to the effect of I had 50 pieces of aluminum foil sticking out of my head and could not be at the hospital until at least 7pm. He didn’t say a lot… just that he’d put in orders for me to have a bed ready there tonight and he’d see me first thing in the morning.

Here’s my stats upon intake:  99.4 temperature,  high blood pressure 144/101, slightly high pulse 118, and a pretty high pain level in the back of my hip and down my right leg.

They gave me my normal dosage of evening medicines in addition to a meager 2mg IV morphine.  (In case I haven’t mentioned, I have a ridiculously high tolerance to IV narcotics, and it makes me very angry and almost isn’t worth the frustration of bothering with dosages.) Oh, and I got an injection Salumedrol (more steroids).

Throughout the week, we discovered I was in fact in a ‘lupus flare’- not in remission YET. I had high ANA’s, low potassium, low WBC, etc.  I got another perma-cath installed (surgically) which was an absolutely awful experience. If I ever see that anesthesiologist again, I’d love to shove a huge tube through his chest wall into his heart while he’s awake and in pain. Then tell him it’s ok he won’t remember. WELL I remember. JERK. I told him I needed more medicine, but no no no- the person having the surgery (who has in fact had it before….) doesn’t know her body at ALL.     So I guess to shut me up, in the recovery room they gave me something to knock me out for about 4 hours. Yeah doc, thanks for the help. You’re fired in my book- wait until I get my medical records. You are going on my blacklist!

Anyways, throughout the stay- I was given three infusions of 1000mg Salumedrol steroids to try to control the lupus flare. I was given respiratory therapy (nebulizer treatments and advair a few times a day).

For the Transverse Myelitis (triggered by the flare) I recieved 3 treatments of plasmapheresis. But my FIBRENOGEN levels were too low (in the 70′s rather than the normal 200-300) so they spread the treatments out over about a week. My levels only had to get to 100 for them to do it, but it took a few days for me to get there. The third pheresis  that I got ended up being outpatient- they released me and let me come back two days later when my fibrenogens were alright. LUCKILY….they were 101! Woohoo, I beat the 100 mark.

I ended up doing the 3rd plasmapheresis ‘outpatient’ on Friday, so I couldn’t get my perma-cath port removed until Monday  in the surgeon’s  office. Too bad that plan didn’t work out.

The EMERGENCY Room Visit….

So, I’m getting ready Saturday morning, doing my hair, almost totally ready… and I go to put on my shirt and my port starts bleeding out through my tagaderm. Like, leaking out….by Monday I’d be toast.  So, Plan A- go get nails done with mom and paint pottery. Cancelled. Plan B- Why not go hang out at the hospital??? I mean, I’m starting to get recognized on a first name basis- in a Center City Philadelphia hospital. No big deal.

So, really they just have to make sure it’s sterile, pull in a surgeon, and he can pull out the catheter. Ohh… I got a video for you guys :) If your squirmish, maybe my mom talking about my grandmother being scalped the entire time will calm you down :)

That went really well. The doctor patched it up with some gause, gave me the standard keep it clean and dry speech, and said if it leaks too much to come back to the ER, but it might ooze a little. All done….. so I get up, get my pants on, my KAFO leg brace, move on to my bra- and all of a sudden my bandage area (top of right breast wall) became very warm. I looked down, and turned to my mom. I’m pretty sure I was concerned about getting my new bra OFF because my body was literally spilling blood. The blood started ballooning out the tegaderm  (clear bandage) over the gause. Eventually (which was all in probably 3 or 4 secs) I opened the curtain expecting the doctor to still be out there, and said “Uh- I think it’s a little more than oozing…. DOCTOR”

Some other doctor (student?) rushed in and was freaking out trying to control the bleeding. He didn’t know who I was and was apparently trying to discharge another patient, but he was nice and came in and applied pressure to my gushing wound. Ooops, emergency. Haha, nothing ever seems to go right for me. Turns out, my surgeon who pulled out the tube had already made his way somewhere else in the hospital. So 10-15 minutes later the surgeon comes back  in, maybe 2 minutes after the student doctor left and asked my mom to apply full pressure on the gause pads on my chest so he could go try to find a doctor. The surgeon said applying pressure to the wound just holds the blood in…. that that wasn’t helping anything. I was bleeding out of my JUGULAR

So after 20 minutes of pressure on my jugular by the surgeon, it still bled. Then the surgeon told us to apply heavy  pressure there for 15 more minutes, patch it up, wait 15 more minutes, and then see if it bled. Finally I was in the clear and got to leave!!!

About Lupus sucking- I’m not even going to start with the stretch marks. That’s another story for another night…. but I’m telling it because gosh darnit, it is NOT cool… I am going to try to see a nutritionist. Because if I don’t get off these steroids soon, I am going to lose it- mentally….certainly not physically. Anything that goes into my body seems to stay in pounds.

Physical Therapy

So, being in the hospital, I had already been ‘off’ physical therapy for about a week and a half. Which is a bummer, because I like my 3x week of therapy. Makes me feel like I am aiding in my own recovery. I go in Monday, not feeling 100% , and she told me I should be discharged for a few weeks :( Then come back. No way! I told her how abotu I come see her next week. So I will go back to her Wednesday, after I see Dr. Huppert (my rhuemy) on Monday.

Oh, I also don’t think I wrote anything about my hospital roomie Judy coming to visit!  That all happened before the hospital visit luckily! Hopefully we get to visit again soon, and relax!

Big Stuff Happening!

I’ve had a pretty busy couple of weeks. I think I had something like 9 doctors’ appointments in 5 days, not including Physical Therapy!

♥ Doctor Visits ♥

Primary Care Physician- who seemed to be a bitoverwhelmed by my massive amount of ‘history.’

She recommended I see a Psychiatrist once or twice, to check in with my medications and that I’m dealing with all these life changes alright— which I saw him today– I am! I passed the psych test I guess, he was a nice guy. Graduated OVER 50 years ago, so he really knows what he’s doing.  I also saw my favorite (closest human comparison I could make of him is to Einstein- with maintained hair).

Neurologist- productive, scheduled 3x more plasmapheresis treatments scheduled 1x month until April. Hopefully that will kick all those evil auto-immune antibodies out of me!


Dentist-if that counts, which it does, because I was there from 11-5.

 [Long story short--- I had previous corrective upper jaw surgery, which as a side effect, cracked my vampire tooth root (inscissor?) and the one next to it, closer to the center, so I had to get them fixed big time.
♦◊♦  My actual pretty teeth sample -->   
But that is just temporary to see if my bite is aligned properly with the new sizing of the teeth.
Final draft=Valentines Day. Joy.
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And of course my favorite, Dr. Huppert- my Rheumatologist.

I went in for what I guess I was a scheduled 'check up' /how's your lupus/ hows your paralyzed leg working out appointment. It went so well. He is a jack of all trades I swear. I mentioned to him my knee had been sore on my 'hurt' leg, and he says "Well yes, there's f

luid in it Rebecca." So he pulled out a big turkey baster needle, swabbed it with some iodine, and jammed it in my knee a few inches.

 It really wasn't that bad. I was amazed he was pulling synnovial fluid out of my knee, massaging the fluid out into the syringe a bit. I believe he said it was 5cc's (or mL's?) which was significant, but he's seen way worse. Heck, I didn't even know it was in there to take out so I'm good with a drop coming out- because my knee doesn't hurt anymore!!! (for now). I guess it is arthritis- but not the old age type, the lupus type.

SO Yeah, I definitely wasn't expecting that today...but it was awesome. He said normally you want less than like LESS that 0.1 cc's in there, so it definitely wanted out.   (End result--> little bandaid -->swelling gone, and no pain!) Wow. The things this man pulls out of his 'hat'....he's amazing. I wonder what I'll get next time! Hehe.

AND!!!!  HE decreased my prednisone steroids another 10mg down to 40mg!!!!   That will be officially HALF of what I started at!!Woohoo- GOODBYE chipmunk face.   (Here's a pic tonight--MILD malar rash ("BUTTERFLY RASH"), in case people want to see symptoms. This is the minimum it ever appears, I can't even feel it at this level. One day I'll try to grab a comparison ''severe picture" just for those of you who are interested in seeing it.)


Physical Therapy. So, other than all those doctors, I got my KAFO Hydraulic $9000 [of insurance money :) ] brace back again today from the hydraulics screw cracking over the weekend. They fixed the screw but need to order a new hydraulic system for it so I will have to give it back to the Custom Orthotics man- Mike, once more at the end of the week :(  BUT THEN it should be fixed for good, and I’m going to be running like Forrest Gump in no time!!! (without the breaking the brace, and much pinker).—–

It also happen to have re-acquired my bronchitis [ Supposedly I gave my parents the virus while I was sick---> they suffered through it a few days ---> then I got it back I guess.] Being so immuno-compromised with the chemotherapy, prednisone steroids, etc  I guess this sick-er thing is to be expected. But  I managed to avoid being admitted to the the hospital this time, other than the x-rays Dr. Huppert had me magically admitted and xrayed on MLK day at 5pm in the Hospital across the street- which turned out well- no pnuemonia. I am just back on another run of bactrum antibiotics… and IF HE LETS ME/thinks I’m well enough, I will be allowed to get my chemotherapy on Thursday morning. He really had a problem with my cough. But my lungs are just loud and seal-bark sounding I guess. Sorry :/

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  • I also want to start expanding my blog- if that’s even possible. I would like to add a section for:
    • Recipes and Cooking with Lupus
    • Lupus facts/awareness <– You know, the things they don’t tell you in the books. In short sentences.
    • An awareness group??

Perhaps I can make pages…? (Like different sections of my blog?- gosh I’m so new at this! Teach me!

  • ANND I read a blog where a girl did something called ’30 days of Truth List’ where each day was a different question/topic.  (credit: http://hope.gr/30-days-of-truth)  I thought it was an interesting continual read each day, and could provide a lot of introspection. SOO I’m going to do that. Maybe starting tomorrow, since I just noticed it is 4am….I need to pretend to sleep and then maybe I really will!!!—————

But before I go, while I’m on randomness, two things….

1) I want to start my own (possibly join) a Lupus Awareness Group to get the word out there. I really want to be active and involved. People just don’t know enough about it. And the more info about it out there, the more research that can be done, and the more about the disease can be understood. So if anyone has any ideas about starting some sort of foundation  or non-profit? or just some other kind of group. I supposed I’d design a website, a logo, and tshirts, and information, as well as an open forum.
♦♦♦ Sounds like- and will be a lot of work- so anyone with any ideas or suggestions- please THROW them at me! :)  ♦♦♦

2) Completely random side note—I just started drinking this Body By Vi shake (powder drink mixed with milk, or substitute in one of those shakey blender bottles) which literally tastes like cake and it gives you basically all the nutrients you ever need (from foods) if you have a hard time eating healthy enough (like me) and I am in LOVE with the shakes. So much so I’m considering selling them. It’s one of those pyramid things, but it’s not a scheme… so I’m actually considering it. Otherwise I highly recommend you try it!!! OMG It’s amazing. I will do a post about it in a day or two, like a little advertisement I suppose. It’s amazing, seriously.   You WILL be hearing more about it soon!!!!!

February is going to be a big month for me. I feel lots of productivity coming on. It’ll take work, but come on- work is good for you!!!!

Have a great night/day/morning everyone!!!

XoXo Becca♥boo

Long Time No See! [Family Visit--Holidays!]


So, I’m pretty sure I ended the  my last blog saying how soon I’d be  back with information on my Cytoxin Chemotherapy treatment.

Ok, So lets start from the beginning I guess. But, fair-warning,- I am slightly medicated.

No, I didn’t die; Yes, it’s been over a week since I blogged! :( And I’ve been thinking about the poor blog every single day. Whether it was time one day or energy another, I just haven’t gotten around to doing it. BUT NOW, I’m back in the hospital and I have all the time in the world.

Wednesday (Dec 21)
I had my outpatient Cytoxin infusion Wednesday the 21st, four days before Christmas. All went well. Better than expected to be honest. I took one Phenergan (Rx nausea pill I had on hand).   I got there early in the morning around 8am, registered, and it was through the same room in the hospital as the plasmapherisis treatments- where I already knew most of  the nurses.  Then I got a comfy reclining chair, IV  fluids, and Zofran (nausea medication) all before the chemo was administered. The chemo took about 2 or 2.5 hours I’d say… and then they monitored me for maybe another 30 min. A very  nice nurse, Ashley, was in there the entire time, monitoring me and we chatted a bit. And it was over.

Then I went home, took another Phenergan (in case I got nauseous) and slept a few hours until around dinner time.  When I woke up I felt fine, I was bored, and wanted to go somewhere! So I called my mom up, and we convinced my dad we needed to go hang out at the casino because she had ‘free money’ vouchers.  I didn’t think it would be so bad since I had a wheelchair to be pushed around in all night. It really wasn’t that bad either. I got tired out pretty early into the night and went and hung out at the sandwich shop, but my problem was  loosing $100 my mom gave me in 20′s that I had in my lap as I went through the gift shop when I walked in. I even had security look for it with all their  ’ahhmazing’ camera systems- but nope-poof it was gone. There went  my first hour and fun of the night!! My parents ended up winning money, so it all worked out. But I was a bit bummed, ya know?

Pre-Holidays (Dec 22 -Dec 24?)

My mom and I pretty much spent way too much time and way too much money shopping for last minute Christmas gifts that we DEFINITELY needed… :)

We stayed out until pretty much all of the stores closed, which was actually too early. My dad started calling us the people “who used to live there”  …haha.   It was funny until the 3rd or 4th or 8th time.

Then my dad was soo kind to wheel me down to LOVE Park so I could get some warm “mulled wine” from the Christmas Village where vendors set up a little zone to buy fun things in.  I  absolutley love the city and history of Philadelphia.

Sunday (Dec 24th)

I believe I spent the first half of Christmas Eve in bed writing cards and relaxing in bed, the second half wrapping presents, and then that night my mom, dad, and I unwrapped our presents!!! :)

YEP! We unwrapped them on Christmas Eve! Luckily, Santa even got his presents there  in time. We didn’t get our GIANT stockings full of more goodies and gift cards and stuff until Christmas day, but that’s kind of how our (new-ish) tradition goes.  It started several years back with one present allowed to be opened before Christmas. Then as we got older (into our 20′s?) it kind of evolved into all the presents!!!! That way we get to sleep in really late on Christmas day, and enjoy more presents (stockings) when we do get up, we have a huge brunch, and just relax and enjoy the day :)   (with all our new stuff!!!)


Monday (Dec 26th)
This year, my older sister (Michelle) was finally able to get time off from work, and was able to drive up from Florida to visit for the holidays and introduced us to her long-time boyfriend Rob, and his son, Kolby, who were both amazing young men. Unfortunately they were only able to stay until Friday… but we had a great time while they were here!  We had our traditional “Christmas Dinner” on the night they arrived, followed by more present opening! Then we showed  them around the city- including visit the Liberty Bell and Independence Hall, plus lots of other exciting tourist stuff while they were here!!


Tuesday  (Dec 27th)

I had Physical Therapy and found out that my orthotic leg brace was arriving on Friday (Dec 30!!!!)  OMG SoOoOooo excited!! I am so very ready to walk again even if I will look like a pink shade of Forrest Gump!!!

←  This is it!!!! I think I’m in LOVE!  ❤
From what I understand, it will let me bend my knee around 30 degrees forward and then when my foot/heel touch the ground, hydraulics lock my knee back into place, allowing my leg to push forward – aka – walk!!!! Hooray!In addition to my leg brace and P.T, my grandmother (Gran) was scheduled to arrive from Mississippi around dinnertime on Tuesday the 27th, but due to a series of ridiculous flight delays, she didn’t get in Philadlelphia until around 11pm, so she didn’t even get to seee Ron and Kolby until the next morning.
[Side note: I think I started developing a slight  this day...?]

 

Wednedsday (Dec 28th)

We took the entire family to Hershey Park, PA. We did tons of fun fun candy stuff! I was in the wheelchair of course, but it actually helped us cut in line once or twice at the attractions! (OOPS— I was happy/sad about at that at the same time). We designed our owned candy bars, fillings, wrappers and all- and watched the process of them being made from start to finish- which was pretty neat! We did lots of other stuff, a 3D movie, a ride simulating a virtual tour showing how everything was done and made, shopping, got employee badges, rode the trolley to see Hershey’s original house he built, which was turned into an orphanage for boys. By the end of the day I was definitely pretty beat up feeling.   But then we went out to eat at Houlihan’s Restaurant, which was delicious….


Thursday (Dec 29th)
But that was pretty much the end of my excitement :o (   Towards the end of the night I felt general malaise- sick, and was coughing a bit more, and heavier. The extreme drop in temperature and sharp increase in wind speeds probably didn”t help my lungs feel any better though.

Back to the real world. I went to Physical Therapy early (at 9am instead of 11am) so I could hang out with my family for a bit longer, but my dad took my Michelle, Rob, and Kolby out to South Philadelphia to get their famous ‘CHEESESTEAKS’ which were  apparently delicious. And then they decided to take their own historic walk back to Center City (about 5 miles).

I was really starting to feel worse after P.T. sick wise, so my mom and I went to the  ’Drexel Convienient Care Clinic.’ It’s pretty much like a tiny urgent care in the city. They fixed my mom up with some medication (Oh, BY THE WAY, she has shingles). But they told me they thought I had bronchitis and I needed to go to the ER for an XRay, etc.  By the time that was all over, it was determined the doctor’s thought I had a strange abscess on my stomach, and bronchitis. They sent me home with a prescription for Bactrum (antibiotic), an albuterol inhaler, and liquid phenergan with codine (for cough).

Luckily, my dad took my sister and I out to walk out walking the city- so I didn’t ruin their day by being a BAHumBUG. We ended up getting home around the same time actually within a few minutes of each other- at that off time between dinner and lunch and we all went at ate at the local pub (best food ever-only half a block across the street from our front door). Then Gran and I went upstairs to go to sleep early/ I let Kolby hang out in my bed and watch movies with me have tickle fights etc until the adults got home from spending their last night hanging out at the local casino! Fun stuff.

Friday (Dec 30) — Sister leaves town//Hospitalization
The next day, feeling much worse,  I made an appointment with my primary care doctor’s office, but unfortunately on such short notice it was a doctor I had not met. Sho direct admitted me to the hospital [of which you ^above^ can see my truly great view of historic city hall, right outside my hospital bedroom window!]  .  The doctor said my cough was awful, didn’t want the bronchitis to progress into pneumonia (with me being so susceptible via the lupus), and the spot on my stomach looked awful.  Luckily, I had suspected this, and gave  my sister and her family big hugs, kisses, and I love you’s before I headed off to the doctor’s office just in case. But they (my family) were able to do some shopping and more sightseeing before they left- so it wasn’t a bother that I was gone :)

Monday (1/2/2012) –TODAY
I am still in the hospital, day 4, going on 5. Hopefully I will be released tomorrow. My rheuumotologist and I think I am well enough to go home, but he also wants neurology and cardiology to
see me before I go. So it may end up being Wednesday…?

I will write another blog on my actual hospital stay (Dec 30 to Jan 0?)  probably tomorrow. It’s not too exciting and eventful, but I took notes. In summary: I am currently still receiving 3 IV antibiotics to treat infection fromboth severe bronchitis (they said I sounded like a seal-boo) and also for the ‘phelgram’ (in the family of abscesses/folliculitis) on my stomach. They cut open my stomach and took out the infection, so that should be healing.  In addition to pain meds and all my lupus meds, I’m getting nebulizer breathing treatments ever 8 hours and a 24 hour cool mist 50% Oxygen mask to moisten my lungs. Bottom line, I look pretty awesome. NOT.

I will definitely be writing the long(er) story of my hospital stay very soon. Be excited!!!
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XoXo BeccaBoo