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Hospitals may suck, but at least they make you feel better!!!

Jan5

♥  2nd Lupus Hospital Stay – 5 days  (December 30th-January 3rd)  ♥ 

So, I probably did too much going out to Hershey’s Park and all the shopping around the city (outside)…. but I ended up with bronchitis. And so I went to the ER (because there are NO Urgent Care clinics in Philly) Friday the 29th, to make a quick stop for antibiotics, Xray, etc. They told me my Xray was good, I had bronchitis (not to mention a cough that sounded like a SEAL).  They ended up giving me a nebulizer breathing treatment, and a prescription for antibiotics and an inhaler.

The next day I felt a hundred times worse and since I had family in town, after Physical Therapy, I snuck a quick appointment into my primary care’s office.  They snuck me right on in direct admittance to the hospital….. I practically had a room and a bed ready for me before I crossed the street to get there. So that was fun. I had a nice view of city hall out my window, and NO roommate!

Once they saw me (and heard my SEAL COUGH)  they started me on 3 IV Antibiotics (Azithromycin, Vancomyacin, and Zosyn– in case anyone cares to know which) and pulled me off the Bactrum Antibioitic the ER had given me the day before. They also started me on nebulizer treatments every 4 or 5 hours, which was later changed to every 8 hours when they put me on a 24 hour masked 50% Oxygen cool mist humidifier. That was pretty much it the whole time I was there. Vital signs, pills for lung pain and coughing, other pills, respiratory therapist visits. The end. No, just kidding.Luckily I had given my sister and her family a big hug goodbye, because they were heading back home to sunny Florida that afternoon.  Anyways, I had a room and a bed on the Med/Surg floor really quickly, but I don’t think I saw a doctor or my nurse for probably 3 or 4 hours. Strange.

Other than my bronchitis, they were concerned about two things. 1) A possible blood clot in my lower right calf- which had been super painfully cramped for a few days — that turned out fine, after a 3 hour ultrasound and all. But they told me to watch it, because it was a little swollen and I had tiny leg veins for clots to hide in. And apparently lupus gives you a higher for chance for blood clots.   2) My ‘abscess‘ thing on my stomach.  It started out as a little white dot surrounded by a red circle like the size of a ‘big’ quarter, surrounded by a white circle. However by the time I was actually in the hospital it was a small black hole, surrounded by red skin, probably the size of  a large tablespoon spoon. [Check out the photo on the left] And some of  the parts in the ‘red zone’ were rock hard. Oh AND IT HURT LIKE THE DICKENS! The weird part was if you pressed on the side of my stomach, or way below the spot on my stomach, it still made me literally scream in pain–at the location of the red spot.

An infectious disease doctor came in, and touched it and stuff, and told me he thought it was a PHLEGMON. I asked if he could spell that, and he DREW me a picture!

So, here’s a picture of my re-draw that explains it a bit—>

But basically instead of an abscess or pocket of pus/infection  under my skin, most likely from an infected hair follicle, I just had infected tissue. Like, the fat skin, whatever tissues it touched were infected. But don’t worry, the surgeon came in my room all by himself with his kit, sliced me open and pulled it right out!!! Part of it had actually become necrotic [DEAD]. Fun, that’s probably why I had a fever.
[♦◊♦ WARNING - - - if you get grossed out easy, you might want to stop reading- and then I'm going to show you a picture of the incision- so stop reading here maybe? But really..... don't! It's not that bad. AND this IS a lupus blog ♦◊♦ ]

I got to watch the whole thing, thanks to local anesthesia. It was crazy- he cut it open, maybe an inch wide, but he went deep. INCHES deep. .  He cleaned it up and then reached in with his clamps and PULLED out gross, infected, interesting stuff. Not too much, but enough. It was rather amazing how he dug around in there so grotesquely His scissors were the clampy kind and he essentially reached in the hole he cut, and did this circle type thing feeling around in there under all the red stuff to make sure there was no more. And in the end it looked like a small stab wound,  next to the ‘folliculitis’ spot that originated the infection. Then he didn’t stitch it or anything because he said it needs to drain and heal from the inside out- wouldn’t want to keep any more infection in there! So he bandaged it up with a simple piece of gauze.
That was pretty much the most exciting part of my stay. Oh, and New Years Eve!!! LUCKILY, I was awoken to have my blood drawn at 11:55 pm, so I turned on the hospital tv really quick and watched. I even took a picture. I heard one or two fireworks, but being in center city, surrounded by huge buildings made it kind of hard to hear (or see) the show in South Philly.
I didn’t actually get my mini-surgery on my stomach until the next day, January 1 2012. Then after they determined I didn’t have the flu, my fever went down, and my blood cultures were alright, they let me go home late in the day on Tuesday the 3rd!!!!  They told me the blood work indicated I am NOT in a “lupus flare”! (Good news- however, this makes me realize how much I still don’t know about the technicalities of lupus- such as when you are in a flare, or remission, or just normal? )
The docs released me basically saying I just need to be careful with my skin and airways in general.  They wrote me prescriptions for Bactrum (antibiotic) 2 at a time, twice a day, 5 days. And, morphine pills. Only 14 pills, but I’m pretty sure my lungs and/or won’t hurt enough to need more. Hahaa.
Here is my ‘owwie’ now, looking pretty good. Smaller in size. I put a size comparison pencil for fun :)  I will make the two photos thumbnails in case you get grossed out. You can click them if you’d like to see bigger!!

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New Symptom?

On a separate note, I have a little  bad news. It’s a new symptom that started in the hospital. I didn’t think anything of it, it was maybe the last day or two I was in there that it started.  My right forefinger and thumb- at the very tip have sensation loss. It’s almost like I burned them, or shocked them or who knows. Or, it feels like I have superglue on the tips! [Really the tips, like you have to lift your hand and point your fingers directly downwards onto the table to feel the part I'm talking about.] I tried to ignore it, figuring it would go away, but now I have slight sensation loss in the tips of the rest of my fingers– on both hands. It’s most severe still on the first two. I called my rheumatologist and he said he’d like to see me tomorrow (even though I have an appointment in 10 days). So we will see how that goes.   I get to use my KAFO leg brace tomorrow again at physical therapy… I’m hoping I get to bring it home!!!!
That’s all for now.

XoXo BeccaBoo

“The more light you allow within you, the brighter the world you live in will be.” ~Shakti Gawain

Productivity and Progress!!!

Dec17

Today I went to the Physical Therapist (as usual- Mon, Wed, Friday until March 2012i) and the ‘Orthotist‘  came by I got fit/casted for a leg brace that should enable me to WALK!!!

Check it out, he actually made a cast of my leg –>

Since I have fair control over my hip joint, the ‘brace’ (which will be molded to my thigh and calf areas)  will have hydraulics at the knee joint allowing me to bend my knee up to 30 degrees and then lock, simulating or initiating walking.  I think it will also have metal bars that run down both sides of my legs in addition the the hydraulic knee.

It will take a week to make- AFTER insurance processes it that is, so I don’t know when I will actually be getting it. However, I did get to pick out the color!!! And it will be a very pretty soft pink colored plastic. Its called a KAFO brace.

 I believe it will look something like this->
(but instead of all the grayish stuff it will be pink- maybe?)

So, that was an unexpected but super-exciting visit, because I wasn’t expecting to get fitted for that until next week!!

THEN, I had an appointment with my rheumatologist.  He is an AMAZAING doctor, and a very very busy man, and if he weren’t who he were I don’t know how I would have dealt with today. Haha- let me explain. My appointment was at 2:15pm. I left his office at 6:15pm. Now don’t let the wait give you the wrong impression- he gives meaning to the phrase “Worth the wait”… but today was a little excessive. Anywhoo, I’m certainly not complaining. I learned a lot. I got a cortisone shot in my hip! to hopefully remove some of the chronic pain. We are hoping the pain is ‘bursitis‘ secondary to the inflammation of my joints, etc. My hip still hurts, but I’m definitely going to give it some time and see how it works.

So, here is what I found out today:   (I apologize in advance if it gets confusing or repetitive and for the big medical words)

I learned (from the rheumatologist telling his intern of the day) that I have a very rare symptom of SLE lupus- in which you may see 1-3 cases per 1000 patients. Apparently lupus can most severely affect two main organs: the kidneys or the brain/spinal cord. Mine chose the CNS (brain/spinal cord). Apparently I have an immense amount of inflammation [Transverse Myelitis] in my spinal cord, specifically at the L1 level- where the lesion is located. According to the doctor, “only a handful of patients have Vasculitis with Systemic Lupus Erythematosus” (SLE). ….and I do.   

SO the rare  part of it, is associated with my hyperreflexia (basically overactive reflexes-aka if you do the hammer test on my knee I will probably kick you…hard).  I have this hyperreflexia due to the tranverse myeltis (inflamation of my spinal cord).  And according to the doctor, in general, the people with myelopothy who “survive“  (which I am hoping means recover) are the people who receive CYTOXIN. Which is the chemotherapy drug I got in the hospital! (Good news for me).

I will be scheduled to have the Cytoxin Chemotherapy Infusion for 6 more cycles, starting next week.  :) !!! Now, don’t get me wrong… I’m NOT excited to have to go through 7 cycles of chemotherapy- it’s a very aggressive treatment for lupus- but I am excited that it should lead me to recovery. Meaning, I can walk. I can drive. I can do normal things I want to. (if all goes well).

OOOHH  and I can’t forget to mention I am officially no longer on 80mg of prednisone a day!!!  I am down to a whopping 60mg per day.  Still a huge overwhelming amount, but I’ll take whatever decrease-age I can get from that evil drug (which happens to be saving my spinal cord function).

AND if all does go well, once I am “stabilized”  (ETA: 6 months) the plan will be to switch me over to CellCept a more “user-friendly” immunosuppresant drug. …Which from what I read, may eliminate the need for steroids.

We will just have to wait and see.

So, in a nutshell, today was a wonderful day. (I think!!!)

How could you NOT laugh at a time like this??

Dec15

Well not much to post tonight. Long day yesterday without accomplishing much! Long day today, was awake  for most of the time after 6 am but I refused to get out of my warm bed :)  I started reading the book How could you not laugh at a time like this, about a lady and her sturggles and triumphs through lupus. So far so good.

Then I had my 2nd ‘real’ physical therapy appointment today. It was pretty exciting :) I WALKED on the treadmill!!! Although I was being supoorted to make sure I didn’t fall by this bungee jumper/diaper fit /lift thing, forced to hold on to the side bars, and my maximum speed was 0.7 mph lol. Also my foot was ace bandaged very similar to how the brace will hold my foot in place. The P.T. said on Friday she will get a prescription for  the leg brace I will need from my rheumatologist, and hopefully next week it will be molded/casted to my leg and I will be able to ‘walk’!!!! It’s going to be super sexy. Medical grade plastic casted/fitted to my thigh with metal bars from right below my hip all  the way down to my ankle and foot. There will be around 30 degrees pivot room for my knee, and some degree of movement allowed in my ankle. But she said this brace allows paralyzed people to walk. So I am EXCITED… to regain some independence.

Speaking of inspiration, here’s some signs I love posted up at my rehab center….
BELIEVE           BELIEVE

After P.T. today was kind of tough, just really stressful. No particular reason, other than spending time with my dad 24/7 is taxing on both of us, no matter how much we love/like eachother haha! No matter what, I feel like somewhat of a burden- simply due to  my loss of independence that I had just one month ago.

We were going to go grocery shopping today, but some things came up, so that didn’t happen. I was kinda upset cause I have this coupon for like 36 free AA batteries@ Talk about a coupon… that’s more like a gift card :) )

But I may end up just going  tomorrow morning or Friday.  For my lupus/immunno-supressants I’m on, I’m supposed to be severely limiting my sugars and salt content. I also need to go by GNC and get more Turkey Jerkey and  Total Lean Shakes (Swiss Chocolate) mmmmm they taste soo good. I got some biotin today, because my hair has started coming out a little bit in clumps. Not a lot, but it never happened before…so I assume it’s related to the chemotherapy and everything else going in my body right now.

And then I ended the night with a lovely dinner at an Italian Restaurant with two new friends Erin and Debbie and a couple bottles of wine.  Great people, great conversations, and great food! What more could you ask for to end a night?!

    
Tomorrow afternoon I have my first appointment with the Psychologist to meet/greet her and see if she would be of any help to me in dealing with and coping with this diagnosis that was essentially thrown into my lap. So I’ll give some sort of an update on that for sure. I think I may stop by my primary care doctor’s office and see if I can talk to them about my meds. I left a message last week but no response yet- so I think I’ll just show up. I think I need a prescription for Xanax for when I get super overwhelmed and stressed out over everything, rather than the Klonopin, which was originally prescribed for me 1x/night (to decrease the electrical activity in my brain) for a REM Sleep disorder…not anxiety.

If you have time, I’d love for you to fill out the ‘Poll’ thing I put up about how you found my site =) I’m still new at this so I like to know how it all works!!

I am pretty tired though, so I’m going to get some shut-eye now, and if I can keep my eyes open for long enough, perhaps I will  read a little of my lupus book.
Have a fantabulous night everyone <3 :)

XOXO Becca